eccothekitten's Journal

Lose weight. Sweet tooth. No self discipline. Can't lose weight. Don't want to exercise. I shouldn't have to, it should be a part of my daily routine. As in doing what i do naturally should be exersice. it isn't.
Eat better. No more fried food. No more red meat. No more inhaling food. Chew slower. eat less and more often. Snack. don't eat before bed. Eat when wake up. I hate breakfast. Jumpstart metabolism. I hate needing sleep. Get to bed early. Stop being tired. I hate being tired. Need self discipline.
Losing track of time. Do homework. Stop slacking. Stop social life. It's a distraction. No time for homework. No self discipline. Animation project half finished and late. Silkscreening prints, unfinished. relief prints, unfinished. Casting project - lacking materials. Watch funds. Income unstable. Spend an hour on 4 frames. Finish 53 frames. In one day. Today. Stopped at 40. Start another cycle of even more frames. Due in a week if not tomorrow. No more good ideas.
Go to preshows. Dance. Sweat. Excercise. Study the microcosm of alternative clash and unition. Learn the Asians dance. Do it in perfectionist imitation. Go to work. Pop 11 bags of popcorn. Grow exhausted. Go to Rocky. Try not to underdress. Learn entire show cues. Pay attention, don't lose focus. Dread Wombat's retiring. Sleep. Go to dress rehearsal, at 10 am. Not enough sleep. Don't complain. Idle at the day's plans. Do homework. Too tired, too unmotivated. Muse, aggravated at continuously poor eating habits. On all days pertaining to rocky, entertain evening guest. Coincidentally enjoy warmer sleep. Coincidentally spend more money. Worry? Not yet. Check up on out shows. No word. Initiate announce list. Ill success. Anxious about out shows. Too much Rocky? Probably. Trixy on thursday. Trixy on halloween. Oh yeah. Check LJ. Waste life on computer. Check Ebay. Check Mail. Check Messages. Fewer messages. Go to bed on time. Go to bed.

Current Mood: without.

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